all good things

so haha it was my first and last PCN, i only did the senior suite.  i guess i didn't enjoy it as much cause i'm not pilipino enough.  it was fun but not exactly the most OMG thing.  i definitely am feeling a conversion of politics into a more stricter class based analysis rather than nationalist.  though i won't discount how the possibility of more privileged people joinin in the struggle.  the biggest mistake one can make is to limit your possibilities.  i mean we're imagining the creation of a better world.

i'm not good at relationships.  recent events show me i'm not good at being single either.  i'm definitely having a how i met your mother moment here i think.  but i guess i'm digressing some more.  i think i can save this convo for some other time.  what i do feel though is that i am too radical for the pilipin@ college org scene.  i ask too many hard hitting questions that it looks like i'm just complaining.  frankly i do feel pretty marginalized.  but does one need to feel appreciated to not feel marginalized?