my first writing journal

junior year i started to keep a physical journal. i kept this practice up for three years. in it i would right random jibberish thinking finding my voice would finish. the first piece i wrote was about the ambercrombie and finch shirts. it was pretty shitty, no nothing "pretty" about it, it was really shitty in hindsight. but that's alright.

i would write poetry to a lover i've only met in my dreams. however in actuality, these were merely re-written songs of emotions based upon relationships i've managed to destroy myself. but that's alright.

my background in writing began as an